Love Being at the Dental Clinic

Due to a scheduling conflict, I had to volunteer in the morning instead of in the afternoon. Since I was needed in the dental clinic again anyways, it didn't make much of a difference what time I volunteered. Once again, while I was writing down patient information, there were dentists that roamed in and out of the office while they waited for their patients to arrive. This time, one of the dentists was a permanent dentist who worked at the clinic everyday, and the other dentist volunteered about 3 times per year. I learned that the permanent dentist was a mechanical engineer before he chose to enter dentistry, and the other dentist was a hygienist before she became a dentist. After learning about my interest in dentistry, they both could not stress the importance of having fun in dental school. As with any professional school, the amount of work that students get hit with is unimaginable. They told me that there is no way to prepare for it until I'm actually in the situation. They told me that I absolutely CANNOT, no matter how much work I have, lock myself in my room and study because I'll go insane! They stressed that I should force myself to schedule time for...myself. Whether it's exercising for an hour a day, going out with friends, or joining sororities, there is something I must do to keep me well-rounded and away from studying.

With all of the advice that I have been receiving from experienced dentists over the past few weeks, I am excited to volunteer every week. When I used to shadow dentists, I mainly learned about technical dental procedures and how to run a successful office. Although learning this information is pertinent to me becoming a successful dentist, the advice I am receiving at San Jose is also critical. I'm learning about what dental school used to be like, the journeys all of these dentists have been through, and what I need to do in dental school to succeed. The information I'm learning at San Jose is definitely irreplaceable and hopefully I'll be able to utilize them in the future.

6th Week

Once again, I volunteered at the dental clinic this week. They still needed help organizing old patient files so I wrote down patient names and ID's. While I was working, there was a dentist who had a lot of downtime so he was sitting in the same room as me. Trying to avoid any awkward silence, I figured I might as well tell him that I want to go to dental school. I told him that I applied to dental schools during the summer and that I have been to 3 interviews: Houston, San Antonio, and LSU. He was very surprised that I had received interviews so early, and he assured me that with my grades and DAT score, I was going to be accepted somewhere. I explained to him that my Texas interviews were very relaxed and conversational, and that I definitely would love to be accepted to Houston, which was where he graduated from! Then I explained to him that my LSU interview was slightly more formal, and LSU required students to perform a Chalk-carving test to test our perceptual ability and manual dexterity. We were told we had to carve a piece of chalk in a certain way, with certain dimensions, and we would be graded on accuracy, smoothness, and how good our angles were. The dentist was definitely surprised that this was apart of the admissions process, but he explained that in his first year of dental school, students must create a tooth out of a block of wax. Thus, he assumed that LSU was preparing students for this process. I then told him that my brother owns a dental office in Conroe and that he is a graduate of NYU, which is the same school the dentist's daughter went to! I learned that this dentist volunteers every other Wednesday, and he told me he would love to talk to me as much as he could. I am very excited to continue to talk to him and hopefully learn more about dentistry.

Overall, it was just really great talking to someone about dental school and the admissions process. With the first round of acceptances coming out December 1st, I am getting pretty nervous. I can't believe that in less than 2 months, I will know if I am one step closer to reaching my goal. I know that if I don't get my acceptance on December 1st, it doesn't mean I should lose hope, it just simply means I'll just have to wait in suspense a little bit longer! In the meantime, I know I just need to focus on maintaining my grades and try to enjoy my last year at UST as much as possible as well as continue waiting for anymore interviews!

5th Week

This week, I once again went around the clinic asking people to fill out surveys. This time, the survey was an annual survey that San Jose Clinic carries out in order to gain more insight into patient satisfaction and how they clinic can approve. Because I am not fluent in Spanish, I could only ask English-speaking patients to participate in the survey...and this was a lot harder than in seemed! I was only able to find 3 English-speaking patients in an hour, definitely showing once again why Spanish is such an important language in Houston. Many of the questions asked if the patients were satisfied with their visit, was the staff nice, was it hard to find the clinic, would you recommend the clinic to others, and questions of that nature. The patients I talked to were very satisfied with their visit, with most of them being patients at San Jose Clinic for over 5 years.

Being at San Jose Clinic for many months now, I have been able to observe the reward the volunteering doctors receive. To be able to help save someone's life or help improve their quality of living must be a great, irreplaceable feeling. When I get asked during my dental school interviews where I see myself in 10 years, I always make sure to include that I want to be volunteering at an underserved clinic in the Houston area. I want to be able to help those in need and it would be great if I was able to do it through caring for their health.

4th Week

This week, I spent some time at the front desk and then I spent the rest of the time helping the dental clinic with paperwork. An administrator from the dental clinic saw me volunteering at the front desk so she asked if I was free to also help her. Since the front desk was running smoothly, I was able to help her. I was excited to get to help the dental clinic, even if it was probably just easy paperwork. Last semester, I got to shadow dentists twice at San Jose, which was a good experience. I got to see how a dental clinic works in an under-served area compared to a clinic that serves more fortunate people (which had been my only previous experience). During that time, I saw that most of the patients, even if they were adults, were extremely nervous. This was to be expected since they have not had the opportunity to visit dentists often. But I saw that the dentists were very good at calming down their patients, and I saw the gratitude in the patients when the procedure was complete.

My job this week was to simply take some patient files and write down the patients' ID and names. Then I had to alphabetize the files. It didn't take much work, and I didn't get to see any actual dental procedures, but it was nice to be in the dental clinic once again. Just being in a dental clinic makes me feel comfortable, reassuring me that I am meant to be a dentist, and nothing else.

3rd Week

This week was a little interesting because I actually made a mistake, and I felt terrible about it. During the summer, the security guard told me to never allow homeless people to use the clinic's restrooms. If we let one person in, there's a good chance that they will let their friends know that the clinic let them use the restrooms and water fountains and many of them may camp out in the restrooms. However, I never really was forced to turn anyone away because the security guard was always at the front desk, and she usually handled it. But this week, while the security guard was at lunch, I was sitting at the front desk by myself. A middle-aged man came in and asked to use the restrooms. Without thinking I said, "sure, the restrooms are to your right." It never even occurred to me that this man was homeless! Eventually, the security guard came back and the man came out of the restroom. The man then turned to me and said, "thank you so much ma'm. Thank you very very much." I smiled and said good-bye. Once this happened, the security guard asked me what that man wanted, and I replied that he wanted to use the restrooms. The security guard gave me a look, and it was then that I realized my mistake. The security immediately told me that remember not to let homeless people in and I sort of received a lecture. I immediately apologized and explained that it's very hard for me to turn people away when all they want to do is use the restroom. The security guard wasn't angry and she understands that it's hard to play the bad guy, but it's something that has to be done when working in the area that San Jose Clinic is located.

This experience reinforced that I honestly need to stop being so shy. I know I'm a pushover and I'm too nice. I hate disappointing people or having people dislike me so I try to go out of my way just to please them. But in reality, this isn't always going to work. I know that I will have to be that bad guy and sometimes I'm just going to have to be plain mean. It's not something anyone wants to do, but I know there are times where it will benefit more people in the long run.